"Look of Necessity" - May 2025

18" x 24" Wooden Canvas //Acrylic Interior House Paint, China Marker/Grease Pencil, Paint Marker, Graphite, Masking Tape, Spray Paint, White Sheet Paper

“It's a real thing, this look. Experiencing it simultaneously is incomparable. A drug induced reality without external substances. I really don't think everyone can understand it.

I don't want it.
I need it.
I fein for it.
I'm obsessed.

The effort, & desire, & emotion I'm putting into these pieces....I keep thinking it will make me feel better, feel complete, yet it's all just a constant reminder.

Why do I continue to create in a way that doesn't feel like a resolution, but torment at my own hand?

I fein for it.
I'm obsessed.”